Marbles

I have increasing doubt. Ever since my 2nd stroke, during my recovery, everyone has told me that I may have cognitive deficits considering my brain bled and swelled. My cognition is constantly checked and verified through questions, quizzing, and active recall exercises. I have grown a fondness for puzzles and crosswords.

So, I find myself incessantly doubting myself even though I know I’m neither crazy nor deficient nor compromised. My memory and math stayed strong. My sense of time and space prevailed too. I’m learning to navigate my world differently, though. I am more cautious and intentional with how I…